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RELINK ME


Hey guys! I'm DITCHING DIARYLAND FOR BLOGSPOT INSTEAD!

The new URL is : http://aikurushii.blogspot.com
So people RELINK ME PLEASE!!!!!

Thanks alot!!

Destined @ 11:10 a.m. - September 21, 2006

friendster helps me


12:48AM

Sleep slept slept. Had a nice good sleep from 4.30pm all the way to 6.30pm. Reluctantly woke up and had a nice warm bath. I had a weird dream in which I received many many calls. And the last call was from kimberly zhong qing. WOW. Hah. She said something about my compo and praised me and and the NICE thing was she asked me to go for a show. AND YOU KNOW WHAT SHOW? Those typical food show where you eat, comment and eat again. haha. Well, what has my compo got to do with the food?? I feel like laughing my ass out. No link at all!

10:06PM

Caught up with Rong Xin yesterday through msn. You know, friendster helps me alot, as in friendster helps me to find my long lost friends back! It's super duper long since I last saw Rong Xin, my primary school friend back then. Now, she's all grown up and pretty too! And wow, I almost couldn't regonise her!

Hah. I am glad to know that she still remembers me eventhough she claims that I've changed alot. Come to think of it, I think we have not met each other for about 8 years or so. So it will come as not surprising if there's any changes to us for they are inevitable.

I'm starting to realise that I've got little friends. As in I've LOTS of friends but the closer ones aren't that many. And and I've not been meeting them up that oftenly anymore. Each and everyone of us seem to be busy with our own activities that we do not even bother to call or sms. Or perhaps it's just me; I'm not a phone person. But well, you can definitely find me on msn though. haha.

Guiyu, she has just moved house. We had planned to meet during her september holidays but well, apparently we didn't manage to do so because we can't fix a day out. So her promos are here, and I shall wish her the best of luck.

Boon Choon, she is now in malaysia enjoying herself and will be back on friday. But school is starting for her. So when will we meet again?

Carmen, quite a busy girl who is constantly gaming. Hah.

Hui Shan, is soooo busy mugging (i guess) that I don't even dare to disturb her.

And the rest?? Working, mugging, working, mugging, working, mugging.

HAHA. Cute. So I can't even find someone. The only 2 ppl that I've been meeting up conscientiously (wrong usuage I know) are peiling and xueming.

Let's hahaha.

Destined @ 10:06 p.m. - September 20, 2006

restless


Hola everyone. I'm feeling restless these few days. There isn't anything that I want to do and can do so. Like I've not been you-tubing for quite awhile, stopping at which episode I also long forgotten, feel like blogging yet can't bring myself to do so, stop learning Japanese because my mind is floating everywhere and I just can't seem to concentrate, want to shop yet when I pass by those shops, I din wana go in. So what has happend to me?? yeah my days are here. Cramps are here to torture me. Sometimes I do wonder, why all the shitty things happen to girls and not boys? There's a saying that says Man shed blood and not tears but why do girls have period and not man? I guess nobody has the answer to this. And that's that. Shall not bother too much. =)

Yesterday was a long and tiring day. But I did enjoy myself.

Was out to pool with yf, pl, hy, mx and ian. I've been pooling at Mambo quite frequently that it leads me to wonder is Pool my latest craze? Well, I can proudly answer no. I go pool just to widen my social circle? I guess it's the only entertainment that girls and boys will both enjoy.

Took some pictures cos I thought you might be interested to see. haha. Well, no lah. I just took these pics for fun. hehe. So yup, there you go.


Needless to say, this is me and Pei Ling. I guess Pei Ling shall be promoted from a normal friend to my bestie! I spend almost everyday with her. haha. We share secrets and sometimes I just scare her with my words. haha. I tell you, she CAN JOKE pretty well. haha. It's gona be amazing if we don't end up laughing or giggling after a chat.


and hah, obviously this is me lah.


Pei Ling posed an Aum Chio look for me to take. hehe.


The guys playing at this table for a double game. Sometimes their stunts are ridiculously funny that I always end up rofl. haha.

Was paired up with mx to beat against pl and ian. And all I can say is, FUNNY. haha. My shots are always at a near perfect angle that mx always wana say this to me: Good job. Nice angle. See...how mean can he get? haha. And our favourite line is: It's okay! haha. Ian who claims to be a noob is actually a pro in disguise. He can play fairly well, that's wad I can say. And being thrased is no big deal. I'm used to it. haha.

As usual, SAG was next. Basically I'm quite a "props lady" with a few others yesterday night. We were carrying props here and there throughout the whole rehearsal. And it's fun.
After the whole rehearsals and packing up, not only were my hands tired, my mouth and stomach were tired too. Because I just can't help but laugh out loud during the packing up! Like seriously, nothing much trigger those laughters of mine but I just burst out laughing! Jing Ting must have thought that I'm mad. hahaha. =D Everytime when I come to SAG, I'm so being me. And I love being me alot! People say that I'm quite enthu in my cca, I say the reason is because I'm just me when I'm there. Now, I'm going to be just me wherever I am, whoever I'm with because that's more comfortable. And right now, I should say I'm always me infront of you. =)

Exchanged my soc psc textbooks with Cindy's Chinese Lit notes. AND OMG! I just cannot imagine myself studying this piece of shit lah! Oh pray hard. Pray that I can survive next sem!

Had podcast meeting today. Met up with Jessica and Zhai Jun. So Zhai Jun is a new friend of mine! =D the whole meeting is rather crappy and as we penned down our script, we just can't help but laugh at our own silliness. lol. I hope you guys will have a chance to hear my podcast when it's done. But I seriously dono whether there will be a chance. haha. awaiting for that recording of podcast. (:

I was strolling at BPP after podcast meeting and I went into popular and got myself a book. The book is call conversations with the fat girl. The title alone was intriguing enough for me to pick her out from the shelf. I guess apart from you-tubing, I seriously need to read! READ AND IMPROVE MY LANGUAGES! haha. It's gona be brilliant if I can master chinese, speak good english and conquer japanese. hah. What's next?

And I so want to go Kbox again! =D This time round with people that I've never been with, people like sag friends, pl and xm. haha.

Phew..it's a pretty long entry. Hope your eyes are okay like mine. haha. =D

Destined @ 4:05 p.m. - September 19, 2006

get moody


Whee!! It's time to get moody!! Holy crap!! I'm not feeling good! dumbdumbdumbdumb.
I'm insane. lalalala. WooOooohhh~~~~~~~!!!!

My eyes, they are such a bother! It was right eye then, now it's the LEFT EYE. WHAT THE FUCK?!

WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME. TELL ME AND I WILL DO IT FOR MY BLOODY EYES' SAKE!
Shall I just rip my eyes off??

I should have guessed it so. I couldn't have felt happiness throughout the whole of september, 31 days. I'm too naive to think that happiness can last. NO THEY DON'T! I AM NOT FEELING GOOD! SO DON'T IRRITATE ME!

And and MY NOSE HURTS LIKE A BITCH. WHAT'S THIS? ALL MY ORGANS ARE GANGING UP AGAINST ME??

So I can't control my brain either. I can't help but to think! OMG! I don't wana think anymore. Thinking is useless. and MSN is so acting like a bimbo both yesterday and today. NOT GOOD! I don't feel like chatting. scrammmmmm.....All the perus, spain, helicopters, ns, galfriends just scram okay! I just had enough.

Guess my days are coming soon...

Destined @ 11:52 a.m. - September 17, 2006

single eyelid!


HELLUVA! Guess what happened yesterday night?? My pretty pretty right eye, generally slightly bigger than my left eye, suddenly became smaller and my double eyelid of that eye suddenly turned into SINGLE EYELID. oh shiet. oh my mama!

Now, these are facts that true people experience when they are tired or not having enough sleep. Well, at least my sis is one of the victim.

1) Your double eyelids will turn into triple or even more eyelids depending on the level of tiredness.
2) Single eyelid people may suddenly have double eyelids. They may cry for joy because it's double eyelid, that's wad they wanted anw right?
3) Your eyes will be swollen. Oh and this is painfully uncomfortable. Don't think anyone would love this.

So let's get back to my case. The thing is do you realise that whenever you get tired, your eyelid just keep increasing and NEVER will your eyelid DECREASE? But look at what's happening to me!! My EYELID DECREASE! Oh my, this is crap.

So many people are amazed at the time when I went off to sleep. I have to sleep, or at least just closed my eyes and relax, because I'm damm uncomfortable with that fugly, disgusting single eyelid of mine!

Now, I'm glad that everything is over once I woke up. It's like a bad dream lah. =c

Oh yah, ice-skating photos are up! Do click here to check them out!

Destined @ 11:45 a.m. - September 16, 2006

ice-skating


Hello! So I went ICE-SKATING yesterday with yu fung, peiling, hong yi, annie, yi fang, JING TING, yee teng and ian. And you know why JING TING's name is in caps? Because she has been my shifu when I skate. THANKS ALOT girl! =D

So anyway, before we went to ice-skate, I met yeeteng, peiling, yu fung and hong yi for brunch. We had big breakfast. It was until today that I know that there is student meal for big breakfast. So the price was slashed to $4. hah. And because of me now you know, next time when you buy, remember to buy Student meal okay! haha. =p

And back to Skating. Honestly, this was my second time ice-skating but my first time was when I was in secondary 2. That's like 3 years ago? hah. And obviously I had to master how to skate all over again. (I din know how to sake when I was in sec 2 as well)

Well, I'm happy that I mastered how to skate alittle. As in I do not have to constantly hold onto the handrails. Ice-skating is a nice exercise!! I sweat and perspire! I love to skate!

I fell down 4 times!!! 4 times with the first and last falls deemed as the most painful ones. I fell straight on my butt, leading me to shout in pain. I fell and got up and kept saying, OMG! My Butt damm pain!! Arrrr!! But really, it was PAINFUL! haha..and so the saying goes: No pain, no gain. =)

And I made a silly joke. I kept saying that we are roller-skating. Like wth, I'm combinining roller blading and ice-skating together. -.- Jing Ting kept laughing at me. Boohoo. HAHA. But overall, she has been a nice shifu, constantly helping me to overcome the 'danger zone' hohoho! Muacks to you!!

And because of yee teng, we got to know a new friend who is very pro in ice-skating. AND THE THING IS HE WAS AN EX-CCKSIAN too!!! I think his name is Codrey. I'm not sure about his spelling lah. haha.

And now my whole body is aching like hell. My butt hurts, my muscles hurts. OMG! hahaha.

Okay let's side track. I received my results today. Average credit was a 3.241.

Drama B+
Written communication in chinese B+
Social Psychology B
Translation B
Cultural and history B

muahaha. Nice right?? All Bs. haha. =) But I still want to scold tmd for my written communication in chinese. HOW CAN IT BE B+?? I thought we have done well enough to deserve an A! Oh well, I duno lah.

hehe. My mum didn't go for work today. And she brought me a shirt. ^^ Happy happy! Muahahha. I feel blessed this month. Hope this happiness in me will last!!!

So miss me. =D

Destined @ 11:31 a.m. - September 15, 2006

you tube sucks


Oh well, I made a small mistake today. Today is the 12th of september, not 19th of september and I thought I was having a podcast meeting with Jess and zhai jun. So I woke up, bathed, cooked magie,ate, changed, packed my bag and was about to leave my house WHEN suddenly I realised that TODAY DO NOT HAVE ANY PODCAST MEETING.
Hah. How funny?! Luckily I did made it a point to double-check my sms and calender again. If not I would have made a wasted trip to school. I'm lucky. =D

So I onlined and chatted and continue to learn jap. Like finally, I know what 1 to 10 in jap is. Hui jun (SAG) suggested that I can start by learning how to write hiragana. And I did went to check them out and oh my, it was difficult! As in I couldn't really remember how to write them after awhile eventhough I only learned like 10 hiragana characters? I often got the characters all mixed up. So well, I think I've got to try harder. But Hui Jun is so encouraging and I got to thanks her for that! =D

After jap, I went blog-hopping, hopped and hopped and hopped to one site called http://yourguysxxxposed.blogspot.com/ ... go see it's funny!! Then I decided to watch smile pasta and you know what?? I started you-tubing from 3pm ALL THE WAY TO 7pm! AND STILL I DIDN'T MANAGED TO FINISH WATCHING ONE EPISODE! WHY? BECAUSE THE LAST PART OF EPISODE WAS BEING CUT OFF ALL OF THE SUDDEN! AND I DECIDED NOT TO BUFFER THE WHOLE VIDEO AGAIN SO I CLOSED THE BROWSER!
You know I was like buffering the video halfway, watched it for 5 mins, paused the video, continue chit-chatting, then brb, watched the video, paused it, chatting, brb and so on and so on. WHAT THE HELL! THIS IS NO FUN!
So this is how I spend my day today.

And yes. A cute conversation between my sis and me just now.

valerie: What is malaria in chinese?
Me: jing shi ar? (short-sightedness ar?)
valerie: Not MYOPIA lah, is MALARIA!

And we ended up laughing our ass(es) out. LOL!

Oh something random.
I say Huijun is my favourite senior in NP and Huijun (cckss) says that I'm her favourite senior.
hahaha. Cute. =D

I've decided that september shall be a good month. Hope nobody will spoils it. (:

Destined @ 10:03 p.m. - September 12, 2006

pool and sag


Hah. Went out to pool with yu fung, pei ling, hong yi, xueming and alvin. Well, basically WHY DIN CHENG YAO COME? hahaha. I'm like missing his jokes lor. lol. But somehow yu fung also can take over his place lah. Same thing, hong yi is quiet. LIKE VERY. haha. And and I only managed to play like 1 round with xueming before they bid goodbye. But all in all, I did enjoy myself although I din play very well. As in, I'm not good in the first place lah. ^^ So I'm being trashed by xueming despite the fact that he already gave in to me. Hong yi seems pro, but pro in the wrong way....he shoot the black balls in for duno how many times le lor.

And oh yah bukit timah plaza is NOT the same as bukit timah shopping center. So, just take note and don't go to the wrong place again. lol. =D

Anyhow, as usual, we had mac. AND stupid yu fung forgot my order. I WANTED FILLET O FISH AND HE GOT ME MAC NUGGET. Walao eh. He completely forgot the existence of me lor. So poor me, I only had mc nugget for dinner. =C

SAG was next. Din do anything except sitting on the floor until my buttok pain. lol. Was feeling rather tired and feel like sleeping. Hah. Me and Peiling started singing away. =D

And MSN sucks. It's down. So now I'm using window messenger which I DON'T LIKE IT AT ALL. Damm msn.

Alright, oyasuminasai (good night) and miss me. =D

Destined @ 10:18 p.m. - September 11, 2006

LONG LONG QUIZ


Argh. Kena sabo by xueming to do this. So here i am doing this. THIS is the second post...remember to read my first post as well ppl! hehe.

001.Real name: Chua Shuhui Vivian
002.Nickname: vivi, vian vian,cutie, apple...hah..dono le lah
003.Single or taken: SINGLE. xD
004.Zodiac sign: Snake
005.Male or female: female like obviously lah!
006.Elementary Sch: Hong Kah Pri and Greenridge Pri.
007.Ipod: no ipod. but u can consider buying me.
008.How many buddies on ur list: dun ask me for I don count them
009.Friendster name: Vivian
010.Hair color: Red Brown.
012.Hair long or short: Standing in the middle. Not long not short. and this is by far the longest hairlength i ever have. =D
014.Eye color: dark brown which pisses me off cos my whole family have lighter brown eyes! Hmpfh.
015.Are u health freak: Not realli. haha
016.Height: 152. and i love it cos I can wear heels! HAHA. *finding excuses*
017.Do u haf a crush on some1: Nope.
018.Do u like urself: OF COURSE!!!!!
019.Braces: narhx.
020.Think u're awesome: OBVIOUSLY! I LOVE MYSELF. SELF OBSESSED!
021.Piercings: one on each ear. (:
022.Tattoo: I'm a guai gal gal. no tatoos. hehe

Your 'Firsts'

024.Surgery: no surgery
025.Piercings: When i was arnd 4 years old, my mum grabbed me by the hand and tadda...my earholes. haha.
026.Best friend: Neo Gui Yu
027.Award: I think is sec 1? Public Speaking in sch. Nice exp.
028.Sport u joined: I don join sports
029.Pet: tortise.
030.Vacation: Genting highland
031.Concert: Hmm...never been in a concert.
032.Love: hmmm sec 4? haha.. counted as love mah i oso duno. I think is still considered crush.

Favorites

033.Movie: tooo MANY
034.TV show: TOO MANY. But i love those show that is not of family matters cos is abit boring le...all the storyline is the same. But i still watch them , why? Cos i'm bored as well. lol
035.Color: Orange and blue.
036.Music: Ballads, Hip-hop, RAP, and strange songs with strange musics.
039.Drink: Ice Lemon Tea. Lemonade. Lemon Sprite. Milk Tea. Blabla.
040.Body part excludin face: fingers? cos they are long and slender enough. LOL.
041.Cartoon: tweety bird. cute. i like.
042.Piece of clothing: currently loving stripes and checkered.
043.Brand of clothing: No preferences
044.Thing u slp with: Pillow. DUHH. Unless my sis is counted as a thing. HAHA
045.School: cckss. cos of the many memories
046.Animal: dog cos it's humans' bestest friend. haha. but don ask me to have 1 dog cos my nose quite sensitive.
047.Book: self-help books are cool
048.Magazine: teenage and seventeen
049.Food: fish fish fish. HEHE

050.Im drinking: saliva
052.Im abt to: doze off doin this stupid quiz
053.Listenin to: TV.
055.Waiting for: this quiz to be OVER!! SO LONG WINDED
056.Watching: the com screen lah! Like Duhhhhh.....
057.Wearing: hangten dark blue shirt and shorts.

Your Future

058.Want Kids: yeah.
059.Want to get married: Yes.
060.Careers in mind: Deejay, write for magazines, teacher.

Which is better with e opposite gender
068.Lips or eyes: eyes.
069.Hugs or kisses: hugs
070.Shorter or taller: taller. But not so tall as well.
072.Romantic or spontaneous: both.
073.Nice stomach or arms: doesnt matter lah. But maybe nice stomach bah.lol.
074.Sensitive or loud: loud.
075.Hookup or relationship: relationship
076.Sweet or caring: can i have both?
077.Troublemaker or hesitant: diao. -.-

Have u ever

078.Kissed a stranger: DOTS. NO!!!
079.Drank bubbles: huh?? is that even a drink??
080.Lost glasses or contacts: lost glasses. hahaha. cos i forgot where i put and i ended up searching high n low for it. toopid
081.Ran away from home: nope. i love my home
082.Broken a bone: nope
083.Got an X-ray: yeah. Like frequently lor. haha. now don have liao..
084.Broken someone's heart: yeahh.
086.Turned someone down: yahh.
087.Cried when someone died: yes. I remember crying when my grandpa died before my eyes.
088.Cried at school: yes.

Do u believe in

089.God: okok lo. don talk christianity to me. It's greek.
090.Miracles: yupp.
091.Love at first sight: i believe lust at first sight.
093.Aliens: tink so. to an extent.
094.Magic: yes.
095.Heaven: god in heaven. so wad ya tink?
096.Santa Claus: NO! I'm not 3 year old.
097.Sex on e first date: i tink there is such ting
098.Kissing on e first date: if there's sex..there's kissing. HAH.
099.Angels: I'm an angel if u din realise. HAHA

Answer Truthfully

100.Is there someone u want to be with right now: YES! ALL MY FRIENDS. HAH.

Name 20 people u can think of right now.Dont read e question(s) until you've named e 20 people. At e end of this,choose 5 people to do this.

1. boon choon
2. jiaying
3. valerie
4. joanne
5. gui yu
6. xueming
7. qing hong
8. hui jun
9. alvin
10. yu fung
11. cheng yao
12. Peiling
13. nicholas
14. zhi sheng
15. li yong
16. ee cheng
17. steve
18. jessica
19. carmen
20. yihong

How did u meet #14(zhi sheng): in school. my classmate
What would u do if u din meet #1(boon choon): i'll prolly lose a good friend of mine. =)
What if #9(Alvin) n #20(Yihong) dated: LAUGHS. haha. that'll never happen.
Would #6(xueming) n #17(steve) make a good couple: they'll prolly make the best gay couple. HAH.
Describe #3(valerie): she's my sis. full stop. hahaha. no lah..kidding. she's artistic, pretty.
#8(hui jun) attractive: yep. she's cute. xD
Describe #7(qing hong): lame ass. HAHA. A hippo. A prawn. A siao gin nia. HAHA
Know of any #12(peiling) family members: yes. I know her sis, papa and mama. =D
What would u do if #18(jessica) confesses to u dat he likes u: OH WOW. LESS? HAHA
What language does #15(li yong) speak: chinese n eng bah.
Who is #9(alvin) going out with:
I seriously dono.
How old is #16(ee cheng): 16 goin on 17.
When is e last time u spoke to #13(Nicholas): nt long ago on the phone.
Who is #2(jiaying)'s fav band/singer: she likes any good songs..don realli care who is the singer or band de.
Would u ever date #4(joanne): of course! my lovely coussssiiin.
Would u ever date #1(boon choon): YESH. MY BESSSTTTIEE
Is #19(carmen) single: should b
What's #10's(yu fung) last name: yu fung lor. duhh. LOL.
Would u ever be in a relationship with #11(cheng yao): lol. He is my dear leh! HAHA. Ps: for show onli. HAHA
School of #3(valerie): ChuaChuKangSecondarySchool
Where does #6(xueming) live: Yew Tee. been to his hse onli once. haha
What's ur fav thing abt #5(gui yu): her ability to hold secrets.
Have u seen #2(jiaying) naked: not interested. lol

lol.nw passin on to e unlucky 5:

Joanne
Pei Ling
anyone
anyone
anyone

Destined @ 9:20 p.m. - September 10, 2006

A lousy TV


Konichiwa. Hishashiburi.

Oh anyhow, my parents just bought a TV! But it's like so damm small lah! It's in my parents room and my papa is meddling with it. So I'm not proud of that TV and in conclusion no pic of that damm tv! =D

BUT the thing is, the sales man is an eye candy!! His eyes are huge! I always adore guys with big eyes. He'd be near perfect minus his malaysian accent. *aishiteru.

Took pics along my way back home.


While waiting for my papa to drive his car here, I caught my mum's unglam look.


Later, my mum force me to take another pic of her. This time round plus the orbit flower background! HAHA. Duno why, that's my mum for u. ^^


I cam-whored in my father's car.


The piggy face of me! Heh.


Finally, some normal posing. hah!


Looking outside the car-window....what am I thinkin eh? I'm not sure too.

And so I'm trying to learn Japanese myself! xD Japanese, wakarimasu ka. It means, Japanese, do you understand?

^^

I believe whatever happens, happens for a reason.

Destined @ 3:39 p.m. - September 10, 2006

dinosaur appearing on webcam


Here's something hilarious to share.
I was web-caming with xueming yesterday night and SUDDENLY xueming shouted:
Oh my god!! A dinosaur!!. I was like huh?? wad dinosaur??.
And you know what happened?? My face on the web-cam suddenly turned into dinosaur that can move! Oh my mama, now this is freaking me out. hahaha.
Here's the video:

Laugh please. =D I never knew web-caming can create so much silly jokes too. But people, it's quite scary to know that dinosaur is me leh. =( LOL.

Oh do check out This for new photos!

Destined @ 12:27 p.m. - September 09, 2006

Steve Irwin's death.


I'm sure by now everyone should have heard of Steve Irwin's death. Those who donno anything about this crocodile hunter should now know that he is dead.

People are like passing down messages on msn telling us to put a tortise icon (tu) infront of our msn nicks. And well apparently, it works for I see many of my msn contacts putting that icon. And me? Yeah..i joined in the fun too although I've got like not the faintest idea who is Steve Irwin. >.< But but I'm sorry for his death.

Anw, the problem is not about putting a tortise, the thing is that people are constantly changing the messages while they passed them down. From putting tortise, to rose and now the sun! Holy crap.

That's how messages are passed down. And I removed that tortise icon from my msn nick, why? Simply because I'm not so free as to pass the already-known-message down. Okay people, Steve Irwin's death is a fact and it's true that many people admire him and we are sorry for his death. But, isn't it time that we let this matter rest and not making a big hooha out of his death? Well personally I think that there is no need to keep reminding others about his death. It's like people only remember him when he's dead. This, I must say is not a good sign. People only start to cherish their love ones when they are gone. I feel lousy about this.

Okay shall put the above aside. The thing that I want to comment is that I'm like blogging almost everyday since the year start. Does that mean I'm just too free??

I remember that I don't blog everyday while I was still schooling in cckss. But now, I'm constantly blogging, constantly keeping track of what I'm doing and the things that happen around me. And I see that my blogging style is constantly changing. I used to blog for myself but now I blog for others as well. I share things with my readers and I changed blogskin every now and then. haha...that makes my blog sound like a propaganda or an advertisement of myself. lol. Sometimes I'm like too straightforward and thus may offend many people out there. If you think you don't like reading my blog, just stay away. I'm not really forcing anyone to read, and like I say, I'm not responsible for what you read.

I just want to keep track of things which I like and dislike because through this way, I can know myself even better. My posts just keep adding on and my life just gets more and more exciting. (:

Memories are shortlived but writings and photos last.

Destined @ 2:09 p.m. - September 08, 2006

happening day


Today's a rather happening day for me. Early in the morning I went for Podcast meeting and the meeting was supposed to start at 11am BUT we started at 12pm because Cheng Yao and Ming Siew was late. LOL! Cheng Yao, if you are reading this, thanks lei! HAHA. =P

The meeting was quite short and it was my first time stepping into the recording studio. Hm...I was rather impressed by it. hahaha. You know, my passion for radio never dies. (I hope) LOL.

After the meeting, Cheng Yao, Yu Fung, Ming Siew, Hui Ting, Jessica, Annabell, Pei Ling went to Alumni to eat. I tell you, I love eating at Alumni because it's cheap and NICE! Ngee Ann Poly Students, this, you gotta try! =D

After our lunch, Cheng Yao, Yu Fung, Pei Ling and Me went to Bukit Timah Plaza to play pool. Well, it was nice and I crapped and chatted alot there. muahahaha. We even listed out afew skills that you have to master while playing pool. People, it's essential! A pity these skills are all in chinese, well perhaps I will post it up in my chinese blog soon. :DD Don't worry, you guys will be informed when I finally do that. hehe.

After pool, it was dinner at mac. I din ate much; just mc nuggets student meal for I'm too full for something more than that. We talked alot and I think I talked alot too. It's strange how I talked so much; but anw that's me. =D I'm not gona be the introvert lady anymore. And upon asking Cheng Yao if I'm abit quiet, his reaction was, NO, YOU ARE NOISY CAN! hahaha. Well, that makes me happy for I dun wana be known as the quiet girl. =D

After dinner, we went back to school for SAG. Met Yimmie and Jian Zhou along the way. ^^ Well, today time seems to pass by very quickly in SAG. Usually I would yearn to go home early but not this time...maybe because I really enjoy today's activity. I love exchanging roles and act!! hehehe.

Oh yar, here's something random to share. I was chatting with u one day and I got mad. I mean I was totally turned off by the conversation we had. Don't believe? Read.

u: Hey, any major happenings nowadays?
me: you mean what kind of happenings?
u: News lor (you know I was expecting an answer like, ohh I mean did you go out and play or somesort?)
me: ...
me: I look like newspaper meh?

u: no...you look like meh
u: I lazy read newspaper.
me: yarr...very funny

Seriously, I never enjoy chatting with u, but as a friend I thought I will just close and open one eye and treat it as nothing happens. Just don wana spoil the relationship between us. But sometimes, you gotta be more sensitive towards people and know that people don't like your dots language. But anw, we are still friends. If you are reading this, which I hope you're not, I'm sorry that I offended you. Don't take it to heart. =)

Well, that's my happening day for u..

Destined @ 10:29 p.m. - September 07, 2006

lovely cuzzies get together


Met up with the lovely cuzzies yesterday at Marina Square to sing from 2pm till 5pm. It was a fun-filled day. And ob-vi-ous-ly we CAM-WHORED. Teehee.


That's the 3 of us. The lovely cuzzies. I was trying to label ourselves instead of us being called as the SHE. Come on, let's not call us the SHE, it sounds orbit and NOT creative at all! So I thought of calling us the lovelies and my sis says cuzzies...in the end...lovely cuzzies. haha.


If you're in a foul mood, do SING. Singing can sing away all your worries and troubles! So boys and girls, please try. haha


You know what? Retro is the in thing now. That's me and my retro hairband, Joanne and my sis's retro spec.


I think I look funny with this spec. LOL!


Our own specs spoils and kills our look. So they sucks.

And ...


We decided to exchange our spec! Really, LAUGH OUT LOUD. HAHA.

We had dinner at Han's Cafe. My sis had grilled fish while jo and me had black pepper chicken chop. I always enjoy dining at Han's Cafe. Don't ask why for I just do. lol.

Oh here's one thing to clarify.

People say I'm rich for they see the high expenses I have during the holidays.
I say I'm not rich but I have good saving ability. Holidays is all about having fun, if we don't, it's boring. However, I must admit that in the past I never spend my holidays well so this time round I've learned and I MUST spend them well. But in order to do so, cash is needed for I'm not like any teenagers there who have Visa or Nets. My mum forbids me to use them. So I can only cash in and cash out. lol. And the only thing that one must have is self-dicipline. I think that's important.
I'm also not the type of girl who will want to ask mummy for money everytime, so whatever I want to buy, I save and buy. It's all about pride and self satisfactory.
So start saving money now!!



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Destined @ 12:52 p.m. - September 06, 2006

in the mood to K!


Some people think they are funny when they are not. They are just acting stupid. And I kinda hate that.

Went for Stagearts and got my Annual Performance (AP) and Penang Performance (PP) scripts. Kinda long and hard to digest. haha. Shall take some time reading them and choose the character I want to be for AP. Then of course there will be audition as well lah.

And and I'm totally in the mood to sing tomorrow!!

Destined @ 10:31 p.m. - September 04, 2006

Unique tree


It's pretty amazing to know that rain can drop from trees. No it's not dew that I'm talking about; it's RAIN, real RAIN.

It's a great piece of work from a great artise. This unique tree now stood transfixed to the ground in a corner of Singapore. A pity I din hear where it is located.

Belive in miracles. Believe that rain can drop from trees. (:

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Destined @ 7:21 p.m. - September 03, 2006

Mdm Ng's hse


Well, today's vist to Mdm Ng's house is definitely a treat for my super duper sensitive nose. It's god damm dusty because apparently there are 3 dogs in the house.

There weren't many people turning up though; there were Me, Wen Chun, Jia Ying, Jie Ying, Pei Ling, Wei Qiang, Wen Ling, Jie Qi, Zhen Hao, Matthew, Yi Long, Valerie, Wee Peng, Sze Siong and Yao Sheng.

Hah. Din do much in her house except watching MTVs. lol. Not in the mood for gambling todae so din gamble at all. Went to gym with boon choon and I were sweating from all the runnings. haha. Gym is quite fun leh. lol. I should go gym more often. lol.

Played a board game call Risk with Mdm Ng, Wen Chun and Sze Siong. Well, no winners in the end because we gave up playing halfway. This game takes such a long time to end that it's getting on my nerves. lol. We stopped playing when we heard my sis scream. She got bitten by a dog. lol. And now her hand is badly injured. What did mama always tell you? Don't play with dogs, especially those which seem harmless. Usually those that appears gentle tend to be very rough when they get mad. lol. The funny thing is that dog still weep after that. lol. It's damm hilarious larhx.

Oh and Wen Chun gave me a dress. It's nice. I love it can! haha. Thanks girl.

Alot of people commented on my hair. They say it's nice. So I'm definitely happy. Well, at least I think the money is worth larhx. =)

Destined @ 11:03 p.m. - September 02, 2006

drama trauma


Yu Qin is a dimple expert!!! haha. So guys with dimples naturally add marks! She loves you. haha. And I can't say anything bad about her polka dot stuffs if not she is going to run after me with a knife and chop me to death. Oh my!!! And and, I just can't stop laughing at her on bus because she's rather clumsy .... sliding here and there on the bus and almost knock against me. lol. Okayy prolly her center of gravity is higher, that explains why she can't stand still on bus. =X

Other than that, I guess I have fun shopping and crapping with her. xD. I know larr, I have bad sense of direction and you think I'm just crazy with my crave for checkered stuffs. hahaha. Next time you wear your polka doooots and I wear my checkered and we shall go out and traumatise all the people on Orchard Road! hahaha. fun fun.

Argh. My legs are aching. And and I really have poor sense of direction. People please shoot me. I deserve to die. lol. Can this be cured?? Can I be on medication or vacinnation?? haha.

Okayy pictures time!! ROAR!

And to people who are curious about my red hair, there you go. My hair don't appear very red in pictures though. haha. So don't be badly traumatised by me when you really see me because it's going to be even more striking than what you see here. hahaha.

For a minute, I'm thinking of cancelling my movie "date" with somebody on Wednesday because I don't really want to spend my money on movie. I need to save money for my future holidays expenses. haha. So sorry dude.

Meanwhile, I'm totally excited to go K-boxing with Joanne on Tuesday!!!


Destined @ 11:01 p.m. - September 01, 2006